Finally, after two weeks of headaches, a drippy nose, a queasy stomach and a canceled show, I am returning to the land of the living. I actually feel pretty good. I’m not ready to climb Kilimanjaro, or tightrope-walk the Grand Canyon, but I was well enough to take a trip to my neighborhood Walmart today. That must say something.
I took a slow lap around the store, not looking for anything in particular. I knew going in I wanted to spend less than $20.00. I had no further ambition. (Actually I’d be willing to bet that most people in a Walmart on a Monday afternoon don’t have a lot of ambition). Almost immediately, I picked up a DVD copy of Groundhog Day, starring Bill Murray ($7.50) in the Electronics section. I wandered from there into Toys and Games. Nerf guns are evidently still as popular as they were years ago. I got around to the Outdoor section, and snagged a set of insulated travel mugs (also $7.50). Office Supplies came next, and I picked up two notebooks ($1.08 each) and a three-ring binder ($1.98). I headed for the counter. The total, with tax, came to slightly less than $20.00. Success.
After I checked out, I passed by the Salvation Army station and very nearly dropped the leftover change into the can, but I didn’t. I’ve felt guilty all afternoon.
Speaking of guilt and the Salvation Army man, here is Edwin Arlington Robinson’s wonderful poem, Karma, for your reading pleasure.
Karma
Edwin Arlington Robinson
Christmas was in the air and all was well
With him, but for a few confusing flaws
In divers of God’s images, because
A friend of his would neither buy nor sell,
Was he to answer for the axe that fell?
He pondered; and the reason for it was,
Partly, a slowly freezing Santa Claus
Upon the corner, with his beard and bell.
Acknowledging an improvident surprise,
He magnified a fancy that he wished
The friend whom he had wrecked were here again.
Not sure of that, he found a compromise;
And from the fulness of his heart he fished
A dime for Jesus who had died for men.
Welcome to the season, friends.
–Grant Dawson